August was a horrible month. My boyfriend broke up with me during it, and I'm finally able to write about it. He told me that he didn't love me anymore. After being together for over 4 years. It was one of the worst things I've ever been through. Give me a ruptured appendix again! I rather have that than the pain I felt during this. Anyway, I'm starting to get over it now. I have to try not to think about it because its like I'm starting over again.
Here's a list of things I'm going to do now that I'm not tied down and wasn't able to do with my boyfriend:
1. Get a German Shepard...I've wanted one for awhile but my bf hated animals
2. Travel out of state for my clinicals....I couldn't do this because my bf had a house
3. Be a traveling PT after I graduate...Couldn't do this for the same reason as #2
4. Get a bike and do races...boyfriend hated anything outdoorsy
5. Start running and do a marathon...boyfriend hated exercise
So I'm starting to see how this break up could be a good thing. Even though I miss my best friend. I know it will take time to get over, and I'm glad I have grad school to keep me busy.
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